On the quest of having a very good and sexy life
2024-05-07 permalink
Hi. I’ve been sick or something. Or I had a bad reaction to a medication I was taking for my asthma. So my body went nope. I suspect stress plays a part too. I’ve been so stressed and worn out, mainly because of having a million problems with my asthma this whole semester, which I haven’t had at all since I was like 15 so that’s super frustrating. School work has also been killing me. Even though my workload has actually been significantly less than previous semesters. I guess it’s the asthma stuff that’s been messing me up and making normal things so much harder. My brain has been completely busted :( But luckily I had a chance to get some real good rest. So I’ve been resting and doing meditation hypnosis stuff to try to chill tf out. And trying to eat healthy food because having instant noodles for dinner three nights in a row before probably wasn’t the best idea.
So I was thinking back on life and I’ve noticed that it seems like I’m the happiest whenever I feel excited about the future. And when I’ve been the unhappiest I’ve typically dreaded the future, had no idea what I want to do, etc.
Wait, I forgot where I was going with this. Oh right. I decided to come up with some life goals. Before when I’ve made lists like this it has mainly focused on achievements and really big things, but I want it to be fun things that don’t require years of blood sweat and tears to accomplish.
1. Have a really cute apartment
I’ve never really cared about decorating and have always treated my living space more like storage space than anything else. But with old age I’ve started to crave having a really nice space. Here’s some inspo from Pinterest.
Right now I live in a shoe box in a shitty student dorm so I don’t really want to buy a bunch of stuff to put up here, but once I have something a little more permanent! Then!
2. Have a full spa day with a really good massage
I’ve been to spa type places but I’ve never actually gotten a professional massage. Could be nice.
3. Visit all national parks in California.
Because I love national parks and I love California. I even have the national park passport stamp book thing. Here are my stamps and sticker from Joshua Tree earlier this year!
4. Go out in the desert and watch the night sky away from light pollution
We tried doing this in Joshua Tree but it was so cold and dark and scary so it didn’t feel safe to go into the wilderness. We did look at the sky right outside the house we were staying at, but that was close to town so there was of course light pollution. I still got to see more stars than I had ever seen before! But I want to see pink nebulae and all that cool stuff.
There are obviously more things I want to do. The other day I suddenly got the biggest craving to go back to Hong Kong. I haven’t been there since 2016, and that was just for 1 week. Booooring. I love Hong Kong, you’d think I would’ve been there several times by now.
Anyway, here’s some good and sexy things I’ve done so far this year:
Some lovely walks in Tokyo the first few days of the year
Camping trip by Kahana Valley in January! First pic’s from Hanauma Bay lol, but it was the same weekend and I like the pic.
Kayaking with humpback whales on Maui in February. A whale and her baby passed by right under our kayak! It was super hard to get decent pics of the whales though.
Joshua Tree in March :)
